i am weaning so therefore I am nonsensical and given leeway to be so

Monday, February 8th, 2010

I am in the process of weaning Eva but I think I am actually weaning myself.  The main reason I have decided to do this is because she gets up a 1 a.m. and wants to nurse and is restless and nursing until about 5 a.m. when she finally falls back to sleep.  Obviously this [...]

I know, I know, I know….but it’s still hard

Sunday, January 31st, 2010

I think it is time to start training Eva to sleep through the night and do it in her crib.  I know it will be easier if I do it now and it will be harder the longer I wait.  I know that it will be better for her as well; she needs to get [...]

swine flu vaccine – crapshoot or not??

Sunday, November 15th, 2009

The biggest decision I had to make recently was to get Eva the swine flu vaccine or not. In the beginning I decided not to and felt great about it. It was constantly debated around me but I never entered the debate or gathered information. My pediatrician told me it was safe [...]

thank you for gracing me with your presence

Monday, October 26th, 2009

These are the beautiful leaves that are gracing my yard.  I love them.
I am very excited about their potential.
I am going to attempt to make my own mulch with them to use in my garden next year.
My first garden.
Not only do these beautiful leaves provide me shade in the summer and provide me beauty in [...]

Eva cam

Wednesday, October 21st, 2009

I took these pictures a while ago and just
stumbled upon them today.
These are from when Eva couldn’t roll over yet
so she had to stare up at where ever I placed her.

At my office looking up at the tree I have. She loved this.

Looking up at me from her car seat.

What she sees when [...]

Doing dishes

Tuesday, October 20th, 2009

One of the best things I have experienced is washing dishes in my kitchen
and hearing Eva playing in the living room and then hearing
her cute little hands slapping on the linoleum and then
feeling her sweet little hands tugging at my pants and
then looking down to find this…

Month of Fun fun with an October baby

Monday, October 19th, 2009

The Month of Fun is not complete without going to visit the witches
at Gardener Village and picking out your own pumpkins in
a pumpkin patch.

of course this is my favorite witch

We did all of this on my sister’s birthday.  It was such a fun day.
I want an October baby so bad.
Which means I would need to [...]

what a difference a year makes

Friday, August 28th, 2009

I am sitting here alone in my house. It is quiet. Eva is asleep. Clint is gone with a friend. I have actually turned off the TV. All the lights are off and the only sound is the computer and an occasional car outside.

Now is the time reflection comes.

I pulled [...]

I felt like a mom

Tuesday, July 14th, 2009

I realize that breasts are important for many things and that breastfeeding is one of the most important things I can do for Eva; though I have the opinion that the main reason that breasts were designed was to give comfort and to be a nice place to rest one’s head.

Sunday I felt [...]

Two Things I Don’t Like About Motherhood

Wednesday, July 1st, 2009

Only two you say??? Well so far, I am only in 5 1/2 months.

1) It truly is a thankless job. Though it is the most rewarding it will still take you 1 hour and 45 minutes to get out of the door and all that you crammed into that time will go unnoticed. [...]

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