Holding out for apologies is an idiotic waste of time. In most cases the person you are hoping will apologize doesn’t even know you are waiting for one. In the end you must ask yourself a few questions: 1: If I don’t get an apology will it really change the way I feel about this [...]
What if you were remembered for the rest of your life for the one most horrible thing that you ever did? What if those around you would never let you forget it and you were judged against that one act forever? What if no matter what you did to change it wouldn’t matter? I don’t [...]
Sorry, I am a bit depressed today. More than a bit. I truly love that you are so sensitive and check my insensitivity. Seriously. I know I can be very insensitive. I want so badly to be better. If I can be better I think that my horrible past will disappear. If I can be [...]
I have started some reading about forgiveness. My first book is “How Can I Forgive You?” by Janis A. Spring Here are a few interesting things from her book: Two Dysfunctional Approaches to Forgiveness Cheap Forgiveness Even if the offender ignores your pain, you may be so frightened of the anger or of rejection, so [...]
I have finally figured out what I want my New Year’s resolutions to be. It may seem late but I had to figure out my plans before I could make my goals. This year hopes to be successful in many ways. 1. ForgivenessLast year I seriously did somethings that messed up my life and some [...]
Here is something I found while moving. It is old but interesting and I have never shared poetry so I thought I would since I am always writing it. Here I am again, In this familiar place. Where no future exists, And the past is the present. I will wait here, In this horrible familiar [...]
If we don’t make mistakes we won’t learn and if we don’t learn we won’t become better. Sometimes this is hard to remember and allow in our lives. It can be excruciating. What else is hard is to allow the people around us the same journey.
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