Expectations
Monday, November 2nd, 2009The expectations I have for myself and others have become a mountain of disappointment. I am so tired, tired, tired.
Tired of the disappointment.
Tired of the waiting.
Tired of the depressed silence that comes from the failed expectation.
If I could eliminate expectation from my life that would be great. I might live and love more freely. I might live in my moments.
The worst part about expectation is that you usually ruin people with your own expectations of them and they don’t even know about it. Then you get angry with them when they didn’t even have a fighting chance to save themselves in your eyes. All because they didn’t know your expectations. And a lot of the time your expectations are ridiculous.
Stupid expectations. You are little shits.
Hahahah, so true. Shoot for the stars, land in the paint. That’s my philosophy.
Expectations should be both lowered, and stated. Less chance of being disappointed that way. Good luck! Personally, I think expectations are assholes.
I love you michelle.
Are you in my head right now? Seriously…those are my same thoughts! I hate expectations…they just ruin everything because I can’t help but set high…even mediocre ones for myself and others. I try to have low expectations of everyone so that I am constantly blown away by everyone exceeding them…but yet again…that is another failed expectation. How do you train yourself to expect nothing from yourself or others? Hooray for you…you woke up today and got out of bed! Woohoo. Party! Well, that’s a start I guess.
Stupid..Stupid!