Tammy's Bird Brain

Well, this is my first post. Here are the ground rules for my blog, for now: No deleting any posts, being honest with myself and having fun. Here is my introduction: My name is Tammy, I live in Utah in the Salt Lake area, I am in my thirtieth year of life. I am married to Clint and have no kids, I work full time doing Administrative work and I like my job. I have worked in retail for the past ten years and I love the 9-5 job time.
I have come to learn that getting closer to thirty life changes quite a bit. I watched Clint go through it and now I am going through it. It is as if my brain has turned on or something because I am asking more questions about myself and learning who I really am and what I really want and I am getting less and less concerned about what other peoples opinions are when it comes to my life. Mainly my families opinion. It feels great to finally have the mental release of not really worrying about what is expected of me. That I get to make my own decisions, have my own consequences, and enjoy myself. If those around me don’t like or agree with what I am doing then that is fine but I guess they have to decide if they want to be apart of my life or not. It sounds crazy to read this a because I should have known this a long time ago and I sort of did but never really applied it or truly lived by it. I want my family to be pleased with me but I am noticing that a lot of my decisions were made to make my family happy and they didn’t necessarily make me happy. So now I am opening myself up and questioning and learning.

So I am happy today and the future looks really good to me. Entering my thirties is going to be an adventure and I am going to enjoy it no matter what. And I actually hope to become the person I envision in my head. I need to stop procrastinating and just accomplish things.

This was a stupidly long beginning and much too serious but being my intro I thought I would go for some good explanations of the position of my “Bird Brain”. I feel like a naive school girl. HA HA.

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